My Guilt

[londonwanderer]

I would be surprised if you did not know several intimately and a few bobs, and daves and andys and gary's and .......

[Abdul-Salam Bilal]

I doubt even being permanently high on drugs would make a difference to the guilt I feel.

You've obviously never smoked opium then, no that I'd suggest it.  Just try and make amends for what you feel guilty about.  It's the only cure.